I'd like to update this topic with stating I know now what the problem was. I had some nasty "Shadow" attachments that were keeping me from properly doing my normal higher guidance channel between my higher self, guides, and gods. Some friends were kind enough to point this out, these are people I know I can trust, and I have taken the steps to rid myself of these things. Though you must stay vigilant with these sorts of things, especially if you hypersensative and highly intuitive. The reason why these guys had a bit of an easy time attaching was because of some paste trauma and they posed as guides. Remember that if a being is a true guide you can test them, you have that right to make them PROVE who they are. If they aren't for your highest and greatest good send them packing!
"For many are called, but few are chosen" - Matthew 22:14 ver. New American Standard.
"Though my soul is born from darkness, it shall rise in perfect light, I have loved the stars too fondly, to be fearful of the night". Unknown
"On those nights that I gazed upon the full moon in longing it was always you that my heart was calling." - me