Sorrowful Tune

Something i made tonight, trying to convey thoughts and feelings.... all after watching Sweeny Todd (which did not do my mentality much good, you dont really expect a movie liek that to be 'sympathetic') i kinda made it to the tune of 'best pies in london' from the movie

oh this mind and all of its pain
how in my darkest, am i going insane?
ever watch Todd, the barber of Fleet Street?
my mind begs for cuts to be nice and neat.

how can it be, i lost everything
but every things the same?
one simple change and i break
am i fake? whats it gonna take to make me whole?

how can i hate that which i dont know
but in being so blind it torments me so
all i know is rage but mabey some sorrow
does any look foward to these on the marrow?

how can i take these things just as they are?
not to step on toes or reach out to far?
i cant be anything but what i may be
but im stuck in these shadows for few to see

how is it every time i say my words
people always listen, but they havent heard
sorrow and rage fill my mind
i shall keep it inside untill its time.

trapped in a world i do not wish to stay
hey, i wait for a time when my light is as bright as day
untill then ill just sleep here
after all, all i have is you to fear....

that is realy something.... i think probably the only reason it could be more sympathetic is because it seems fast paced. like, it doesn't leave time for the feelings behind the words to sink in. but that makes it actualy more realistically the feelings that it is: feelings that you DON"T want to realy feel or express. your just tired of feeling them kinda thing. like the only reason you even say them is to get them out of you.

TwilightInsanity wrote:

that is realy something.... i think probably the only reason it could be more sympathetic is because it seems fast paced. like, it doesn't leave time for the feelings behind the words to sink in. but that makes it actualy more realistically the feelings that it is: feelings that you DON"T want to realy feel or express. your just tired of feeling them kinda thing. like the only reason you even say them is to get them out of you.

*bows*

well stated my friend. and yes. i am tired of sounding like a whining child to her, to drudge over the same thing over and over and beat a dead horse. something i have done with almost every subject but such events as has befolded make me... warey to look into the dark corner and know the true depth of what is. i want to know, but i also want to get back to the brighter days... so id rather forget everything. i had, and am, considered washing my hands of this whole thing, of the last year when my draco-ness and bindment started... but i cannot bring myself to it. oh this is hard to explain without telling the story.

it is alright... i understand it, because i've been through the same thing. it ain't the story that makes teh connection mate. it's the things you experience, and that is all in teh mind.