Shape shifting

so I figured this would be an ok place to put this.
I been thinking about it.
now I was wondering if it is possible to shift into a form so much and or so often for long periods of time. that you sort of become that instead of what you were before?
Or you have been that form so much that you are confused now, as to what form was your original. Though my friend is right, slowly over time you would end up back at your original because it feels more natural.
But it is something to ponder isnt it?
Could you really get so confused or so used to being another form you no longer no the difference ?

i have come to find that oerhaps, i am unsure now, maybe my beast form is just a natural form for me itself. it is only a maybe.

I took on a wolven form many times myself
and I think I did it a little to often to where its simply apart of me

i like my beastform, and it turns out that it is a natural responce, one that i actualy sometimes have to FORCE myself not to go into, to certain emotions.

whats your beastform than?

it is a hulking, hunchbacked, shaggy-furred creature with a muzzel and many sharp teeth. the ears flop, and there are horns that crest the top of my head. clawed hands and a very skinny waist. loping stance, doesn't look as nimble or fast as it is but it can be very fast and nimble enough. the main feature though...is that all my astral wounds and physical wounds show, and never heal...

hot damn
and I thought all my dreams of being dragon wolf were wierd lol!
it seems very interesting
though every one has wounds on the inside that never truely heal. though they wouldnt exactly kill you if they were shown outwordly
its still interesting to see none the less
its a form id like to see myself
though I wouldnt want to force and or pressure any one into taking a form
since I know one of my own isnt that pleasent

i enjoy taking that form, despite the pain. ^_^ as i said, it is so natural to me i am wondering if maybe it was part fo e all along.

though i think perhaps... maybe the unhealing wounds are a perhaps a manifest metaphore... this is my most nostalgic form after all. i wil show you some time, if you allow me a visit. or perhaps i could allow you a visit... but please give me some kind of a warning of your appearance? some way to tell it is you... i have many reasons to be cautious, and i am in hiding from certain creatures... that take on teh darkness and wolf shapes...

hehe. I am a dragon. though a wolf is a long time friend in the shape shifting area. and comes natural to me in feel and such
though I am dragon and cannot deny that which I feel most about

Now by visit you mean something along the lines of edging?
I cant exactly telaport that tech is a little beyond this time frame im afraid

alright, i shall be in beast shape for as long as i can stand then, and i give you a safekey. please recieve it.

well im not that great at edging.
and I have no actual personal contection with you -not yet any way-
I think I can be edged to. though it wouldnt be that easy.
I myself cant really edge out into other people. I have tryed accouple different times. but it doesnt really work for me.
I have been edged too though

hm... alright then... but you should practice entering other's realms... anyway.... how might i find your realm?

thats the other thing
I am not sure O.o'
actualy this is a good opertunity for me to learn more about it
as much as I know a lot of things
I dont know much about edging. I think I know how. its difficult and I think I have strange limitations on me edging Out into others
I think its a safety thing... lol...

that would make sense.... there are certain people i cannot reach like this no matter what... it is odd... but i'll find you, i hope.. .you just have to allow me to. but i would worry for you rsafety of course... i would leave myself open for you, and teach you how to reach me, but i am not the only denizen of my realm, and i would never endanger those whom i have here in sanctuary....

I will allow it ! or at least try to allow it
I wouldnt hurt any one. at least on purpose.
believe me when I say it
I may be plagued by some of the worst dreams ever but it doesnt mean im a bad person
I may be repeating myself by saying this
but I wont go there again...

ah well... anyway, prepare to see me then.

I will try!

this is becoming difficult... i'm in the area by the statue.

are you there? i may end up camping here, it seem sto be a bit of a depressing atmoshphere...

a statue ?
I dont thinks I haves a statue
odd

oh boy! O_O then... where am i? there are lots of clouds, it's a grey-brown place, mostly dry an open, with scattered trees and rocks.... dry grass and a chill wind, yet somehow very warm. there are statues and things seem to move out of the corners of my eye... it feels like you, so maybe it's a place for your unhappy thoughts?

alright, i have an idea... focus on the image currently used as your avatar. think of me while focusing on the image. try to see the statue and teh environment, and possibly even me. when you see it, mentally grab it, and pull yourself through the space to the image as though through a tube full of water with a rope to hold on to that you follow to teh destination. it will feel like going through a portal, but you should end up where i am.

ok I will give it a try

Dood!
well I didnt really get any where that stayed for very long
I did get to an area that was like the picture. or at least a little bit of it. my mind felt funny and stuff swirled together the more I actualy tried to stay there or get there again.
I managed to sort of see a face. not sure what that was.
and wake up a more dorment side of myself. not the best idea...

that proves my theory of where that was... or at least supports it...

anyway, you should keep practicing this with others, more open people.